Stranger!!!!!!!!!

I always thought i am good.................atleast at observing others....................i thought i hv developed d skillsss of infering and understanding others...............just in first meet..................i even became very proud (may be excessive of my this special ability...which often appeared to me as a special gift frm god...........Now no one ws stranger to me .........i knew them ..i understood them....i predicted them....................but in my ecstasy i came across a new challenge............... the challenge was that is this the end of my challenge to understand others...is this the end..............i approached this question quite logically .............i first tried finding a person totallly strange to me.........if i find one then.it definitely means my powers are not perfect.may be not even present just a deception..................Than ai searched and searched but found no one to whom i couldnt relate myself.........but then i reaLLIZED .....realized the truth.the stranger ws nt far away.............it ws me only................u knw this happened when i was reading my older posts and tried interpreting why i wrote them..............i reallllly had no answer for all dis
..........We know evrything........................may be will sooon know how moon will be blasted or life on mars or travel in time and space.............but we dont know ourselves..............we know ourselves not as an explicit code of knowledge but just as a realization ...a feeeling ...a sensation...........could this be the ans......................could it be that we dnt try finding more about ouselves by realizing ourselves..........but from others.................like a person who has no idea how he looks ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, he wont go around touching himself and imagining himself but instead wuld see a mirror..............but is that correct are we swaying away frm the implicit form of knowing that is by realization or sensation but we rather try to go far some more explicit forms which we can tell others.........but is it important to tell others...i dont know..i myself is a stranger to me/..............i am not self actualized....if u have any ideas plzzzzzzz share with me as i am totally confused regarding all this................i am not a big philospher but jst another ordinary human being trying to figure out............how to do things in life........hw to spend life......how to go about living and dying :)