Nice or D worst

Hey as i told u yesterday about the so called "Nice Day"......it finally appeared..........that it wasnt after all that nice a day................................hm just aftr writing my blog...........i was placed in twist..........................regarding future..and this is one even i couldnt escape.from.....so ffinally i reallized that ........nice and worst are just two sides of the same coin............................and its better u avoid both..........................have a day just a normal day...........bye

This is a nice day.....................Well not that nice............but still okkkkkkkkk...u know why..........not because smthing special happened ...but rather because ...today nothing happened...................nothing happened ....it was a typical......................nothing happens kind of stereotypical days........i recollected nothing from past ....speculated nothing for future...........and was neither living in the present ................................imagine ........living like this.....i am sometimes tempted to think it wuld be nice to live like this................but then something tells me that society thinks such life is not gud........................but just imagine....a slightly sunny day nothing to do nothin to worry about.....u r on abeach...dont have problems related to future........Cause no one to worry about........dont have tension related to past
........no one to think about.............and just relaxin.......................................think of it and tell me

Stranger!!!!!!!!!

I always thought i am good.................atleast at observing others....................i thought i hv developed d skillsss of infering and understanding others...............just in first meet..................i even became very proud (may be excessive of my this special ability...which often appeared to me as a special gift frm god...........Now no one ws stranger to me .........i knew them ..i understood them....i predicted them....................but in my ecstasy i came across a new challenge............... the challenge was that is this the end of my challenge to understand others...is this the end..............i approached this question quite logically .............i first tried finding a person totallly strange to me.........if i find one then.it definitely means my powers are not perfect.may be not even present just a deception..................Than ai searched and searched but found no one to whom i couldnt relate myself.........but then i reaLLIZED .....realized the truth.the stranger ws nt far away.............it ws me only................u knw this happened when i was reading my older posts and tried interpreting why i wrote them..............i reallllly had no answer for all dis
..........We know evrything........................may be will sooon know how moon will be blasted or life on mars or travel in time and space.............but we dont know ourselves..............we know ourselves not as an explicit code of knowledge but just as a realization ...a feeeling ...a sensation...........could this be the ans......................could it be that we dnt try finding more about ouselves by realizing ourselves..........but from others.................like a person who has no idea how he looks ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, he wont go around touching himself and imagining himself but instead wuld see a mirror..............but is that correct are we swaying away frm the implicit form of knowing that is by realization or sensation but we rather try to go far some more explicit forms which we can tell others.........but is it important to tell others...i dont know..i myself is a stranger to me/..............i am not self actualized....if u have any ideas plzzzzzzz share with me as i am totally confused regarding all this................i am not a big philospher but jst another ordinary human being trying to figure out............how to do things in life........hw to spend life......how to go about living and dying :)

I dont only write badly i also have a bad habit of sketching and that also very badly.................so bear with these

And now the best one.............................

Why

Why does all this happen why do i need to see this side of the world why is there nobody who can atleast be truthfull to me . . . Who can tell me things clearly . . . . Why does people have to hide themselves they always deceive why . . . . . Why can everybody not be just what they are . . . Nobody in the world has a sync with what he /she does and say . . . Nobody admits he she is selfish they will always find some excuse for what they do nobody will say i did this because i dont care about what others think or do this is on my profit every man wants be a saviour nobody admits he is not bothered . . . . Whats the use crying over spilt milk . . . . . First you act like am expert then say i dont know . . . . Noone in the world says i am not capable of saying in matters regarding your life every body has some advice or the other why . . So much cheating deception false hatred eccentricity . . . Why would anybody want to be born in this world . . . .they dont even deserve to be uplifted . . . . I wont help them even if i have heavenly powers . . Let them live and die in there deception . . . .they are incapable me realising truth and the true love . . . They dont deserve anything in there life . . Give them something useful and they will misuse it any number of ways and them crumble in the same way always asking why . . And i am one of them . . . Some body said there are more questions than answers i would say yes but who tells which question relates to which answer . . . thats like asking for some authority but why . . . Thats the irony you ask about the authority to am authority so weird so strange

GOLD

do u know about gold how it is found and created...............no i dont know either ..i have some vague idea about it.........and u know one more thing that i read some where in jails the criminals are not givin a mirror as they can commit suicide......... he he why am i mentioning it here i dont know........it just came to my mind...now i am in the act of saving myself i have forgotten about the savior.............even if he/she comes he will find me prepared for the battle.....i am seeing a big battle lying ahead........i am alone in the battle.......the people who support me are not of the zeal to fight through it so i wont bring them in the battle .....but i wuld like any help from any one who is willing enough and has a zeal to go through the battle all the way.......cannot understand what i said.....thats not my problem.......i have said much more than i have written its upto u all to interpret it the way u wld like it to be..............so use ur minds integrate the stories....he he he ..........a challenge for u all.........tell me what u understand .........do comment

I am the Mjolnir:, i am the hammer

Friends lets face the truth i always waited and waited for the one........about whom i have already mentiobned in my dreams stuff and all ..lets face it there are no saviors..........................what u have to do is what u have to do urself................i dont agree to milton "on his blindness"..that god help those who wait and watch........... in fact i am doubtful that god even helps.....i am not questioning the existence of god .its just that if he had to help us than why would he bring us in this simulated world.....he ewants us to do what we can then go out of the simulation to be evaluated for our true learning which is on a much broader sense....we dont even know about the meaning of understanding that learning.........it vaguely resembles Jungs concept of collective conciousness...............so i will do what i have to do and if any body wants to stop me tell me know cause i dont think u will be able to stop my momentum later on.............best of luck to u guys........this blog is for my abstract thinking i write here without planning anything i am going to create another blogspot which will indicate my intentional thinking this blog is just a free flow of thoughts